“Ye of little faith”

Ye of Little Faith

“…if you have belief as a mustard seed,

you shall say to this mountain,

‘Move from here to there,’ and it shall move.

And no matter shall be impossible for you.”

Matthew 17:20

We all have those moments where we think something. And then later find out that the thing you thought isn’t what you thought it to be, or something along those lines. I have a great habit of doing this.


Doubt has a way of

making you think the wrong things.


The Scriptures are constantly talking about ‘lack of faith’ and how you need to overcome it. Easier said than done, I know. But if you don’t get over your fears and doubts, you’ll never have real faith. In fact, you need faith to jump over those hurdles of fear and doubt.


It’s a constant battle.


So whenever you start to hear that little voice in your head telling you all the wrong things, throw some truth at it. That is the only way to make them shut up.


Punch doubt and fear in the face.


And belief is the substance of what is expected, the proof of what is not seen… By belief, we understand that the ages were prepared by the word of Elohim, so that what is seen was not made of what is visible… But without belief it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to Elohim has to believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of those who earnestly seek Him.

Hebrews 11:1,3,6

when your heart is breaking

when your heart is breaking


“You feel your heart beat loudest when it’s breaking…”


It’s the silence, the cold, the loneliness in your soul. It’s the breaking, the tearing, the loss of feeling, you can’t pretend. It’s the darkness, the emptiness, the light that you can barely see, in the distance.

Time and time again, you try to breathe, but you find that you’re drowning in a sea of pain, doubt and fear. You want to give up. When you fall down, you want to stay down.

It’s here, in the waiting.

It’s here, in the failing.

It’s here, in the tears.

It’s here, in the silence.

That One Voice.

He’s here in the silence. He’s here in the cold. He’s here in the loneliness. He’s here to fill up your soul. He can hear your heart breaking. He can hear you tearing apart. He is the faint light in the darkness. He is always here for you.

You Can Count On Him

You Can Count On Him


You may be let down by someone. You may be let down by the world. No one here on earth is perfect—everyone will mess up. But there is ONE who will lift you up when you’re let down. There is ONE who will always be there for you. And HE will never let you down, no matter what.

The Creator—Elohim of the universe—is the One you can always count on.

to looking back

to looking back

Days go by

Months go by

Years go by


You’ve gone through storm after storm. But think about it, you’re still here, breathing, living it out. You look back and you see the many pictures that have been painted, all lined up in a series of events. Memories.


And You Still Have So Much To Accomplish.


Time flies

Are you still fighting?

Are you still believing?

Do you still let the enemy hold you down? Are your hopes and dreams still sitting around, waiting to be taken out and shown to the world?


Your time is here.

Your time is now.

Don’t let it slip on by.






I sit here, in silence,
Just thinking of ways,
To get rid of all-
the painful time in my days.

I’ve tried to be better,
I’ve tried to be real,
But sometimes, it seems-
to take a little more to feel.

To feel like I’m loved,
To feel like I’m cherished,
To see that someone cares,
Instead of being so calloused.

I say, “I don’t care.”
To hide my true heart,
But really, on the inside,
It’s falling apart.

I say that, “I’m fine.”,
And “It’ll all be alright.”,
But just to be honest,
I’ve given up the fight.

I’m getting so tired,
Of sitting in this rain,
Please God, get me out,
Before I’m truly insane.

—Benjamin Lloyd